It wasn't so bad but.. I'll do better. It's just hard for me, I believe.
[ Because he really feels stressed when he can't breathe or if there's something blocking his lungs. Perhaps it's just a sensation that comes from what he's dealt with in the past and of a little paranoia. Bringing the smoke back to his lips one more time and taking one more drag while he flicks another of the ashes, he towards Horikawa and blow the smoke in his face but only a little bit. Nothing too bad. ]
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[ Because he really feels stressed when he can't breathe or if there's something blocking his lungs. Perhaps it's just a sensation that comes from what he's dealt with in the past and of a little paranoia. Bringing the smoke back to his lips one more time and taking one more drag while he flicks another of the ashes, he towards Horikawa and blow the smoke in his face but only a little bit. Nothing too bad. ]
Maybe you can feel my struggle as well.